Today it is raining.
Today I wish I was cuddled up on the couch under a big blanket with a cup of tea… watching the raindrops drip down as they hit my window.
Today I wish I could be still.
And silent.
Watch the sky, watch the clouds. Hear the clouds rumble as they make more raindrops to hit [...]
Entries from October 2008
October 22, 2008
Gentle. Soft. Delicate.
October 20, 2008
Realer than the reality that put me here in the first place
Today I am so aware of my humanity.
I am so aware of my failures, that in me that causes others pain. That in me that feels pain from them too. That in me that is real… raw… feeling. That in me that ignores reality and carries on regardless.
Funny, that part of me that is so [...]
October 4, 2008
Hope does a lot of promising for not having the strongest track record
Everything hope lives in is so vulnerable. So shakeable, so changeable, so delicate. I suppose it has to be. I suppose that’s the very nature of hope.
But it makes it harder. And yet (hopefully), no less possible.
Hope is in that which is never sure… never absolute, never completely understood, not quite realised. It holds your [...]