Gentle. Soft. Delicate.

Today it is raining.
Today I wish I was cuddled up on the couch under a big blanket with a cup of tea… watching the raindrops drip down as they hit my window.
Today I wish I could be still.
And silent.
Watch the sky, watch the clouds. Hear the clouds rumble as they make more raindrops to hit [...]

Realer than the reality that put me here in the first place

Today I am so aware of my humanity.
I am so aware of my failures, that in me that causes others pain. That in me that feels pain from them too. That in me that is real… raw… feeling. That in me that ignores reality and carries on regardless.
Funny, that part of me that is so [...]

Hope does a lot of promising for not having the strongest track record

Everything hope lives in is so vulnerable. So shakeable, so changeable, so delicate. I suppose it has to be. I suppose that’s the very nature of hope.
But it makes it harder. And yet (hopefully), no less possible.
Hope is in that which is never sure… never absolute, never completely understood, not quite realised. It holds your [...]

If there’s nothing different in me, let it be

I am.
not interested.
in being one.
of many.
If so.
I would prefer.
to stand up.
alone.

Liberty.

Let your mind go and (maybe) your body will follow.
Lose yourself in your head, in your heart. (in your dreams).
Stop thinking enough to let new thoughts come.
And maybe, when you pick up a pen, your hand will know what to write, your legs will know where to walk, and your arms will know who to [...]

Music is what feelings sound like

William Fitzsimmons: “Everything Has Changed”

Damien Rice: “Cannonball”

Imogen Heap: “Let Go”

Kings of Leon: “Sex on Fire”